S . E . N . S . I . T. I . V . E

Sensitive?? Yes, i am sensitive. Its my nature. Tapi, my sesitivity level is under controlled. Aku kuat merajuk sebenarnya......this week only, aku berperang dengan emosi. Mana lagi hal anak, soal perasaan, kawan, kerja....semuanya bercampur aduk. pening.....dan kemuncaknya bila melibatkan soal anak. Poor Ariff.......

The most hurting part is, when org yg kita sayang, tidak ambil peduli keadaan kita masa tu..masih lagi boleh bergurau...masih lagi boleh bergembira dgn org lain....sakit hati bila tidak kena peduli......

Langit menangis

Lamanya aku tidak post apa2 dlm ruangan ni. suddenly, March is very "cruel" to me. i have been fighting with emotion dan betul2 mencabar mental aku untuk berfikir secara rasional dan waras. Well, i'm very rasional person. I tried my very hard to put my mind to stick together. i know its hard but nothing can beat God's decision. well, suddenly, i don't know how to react. suddenly, i dont know how to communicate with my brain. suddenly, i dont know how to put things to make it logical. everything seems...urrggghhh...i dont what the worst word to explain this situation. i hope everything is going to be fine...

10 Things I hate about you (or more)

I hate the way you show your temper
I hate when you use the bad words, cursing other people
I hate the name you give to my car -- *my-passo-vi*
I hate when you always have a short notice outstation
I hate when you wear your white shoes, you look like a gay in that shoes
I hate when you make fun of my favorite song
I hate when you always complaining my obsession towards happy ending love story
I hate when you copy my jokes and telling other people its your joke
I hate when you make fun to my Tiramisu story

----you know what I hate you the most ? --

I hate when you are always right, i hate when you always there, saving my ass from some jerks, I hate when you told me "don't" and I won't listen, then you will said to me "I told you so....."

i have 10 minutes!

hanya Tuhan yg tahu ku cinta kau

jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau jangan kau dengar

jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia jangan kau dengar

jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik jangan kau dengar

jika ada yang bilang ku berubah jangan kau dengar

banyak cinta yang datang mendekat...ku menolak

semua itu kerna ku cinta kau...

somehow...something...

Classes will start next week. Tidak sabar rasanya mau teriak2 dalam kelas. I didn't mean to scare u, luaran jak tu. hehe! So, i was cleaning up my PC, susun satu folder last semesters. carry marks, test, quiz, i arranged accordingly.

Masa cleaning-cleaning tu, i saw 1 folder "sms that i liked so much". byk sms2 yg aku save dlm folder ni. well, saja transfer p pc, just in case my hp hilang, or kena format. a year ago, i received a few sms yg pelik. i did not know the sender..tp once in a while, aku suka baca sms dia. lately, jarang suda dia sms. once in a month pun jarang. i don't want to know who is he or she (but i assumed its a HE...heheh) because it will ruin the excitement of receiving the sms.

"ingat kamu buat jantung saya berdebar-debar. Jumpa kamu, buat jantung saya berdebar-debar. Tidak jumpa kamu, pun buat jantung saya berdebar-debar. Tiap hari macam ni, buat saya sakit jantung, terus saya ingat mati. Lagilah saya berdebar-debar.." ---- i laugh out loud reading this one.


"KK hujan ka? sini mau hujan ni...mendung ja dari pagi. Matahari pun tidak nmpak. tapi saya tahu matahari ada. Macam kamu,saya tidak nampak kamu depan mata, tapi saya tahu kamu ada....di hati saya" ---- he such a sweet talker!!!


"Are you sleeping?? Did i awake you?? -- gossh! i just have a weird dream. i saw u walking down the aisle. Macam pernah tgok muka org yg menunggu kamu di sebelah sana. i recognize his smile. Damnn!! he took u from me!!!..opppsss, its me! its me! thats my smile...." ----- he's probably a lunatic! gila ni org. this sms i received in the middle of the night. i forgot to put my phone on silent mode.


it was an ancient history. I dont know who is this person. aku pun malas juga mau tanya siapa. like i said, it will ruin the whole surprises! to the person sending this sms-sms to me. thanks for making my day. one question, kenapa tidak hantar sms suda?? habis credit suda?? heheheh.....

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi

I let you go...and u gone together with the other half of me. Sorry. I think this is the best way......