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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Differences

Ok, hi. its been a while I did not post anything in this column. Well, kadang2 I cannot cope with other works. (Yaaa...right..) hehe..So, how was your raya preparation? Me? Thanked God, I have done my raya shopping earlier than what I normally do. I just doesn't want things will get crowded and messy kalau buat last2 minit. and yeaaa!! i managed to look for a tailor yang sanggup jahit baju aku for the last minute. Theme color? hmmm...we didn't have exact theme color..i don't know, just that, we're different. Well, we walk our life colorfully. Tidak kisah lah if he wanted to wear blue, purple or anything. yg penting we're together this hari raya. and tidak kisah lah where we will be on hari raya pertama, yang penting, we're together. I'm thankful for that, sangat bersyukur. Me changed?? Ya...clearly...for the better I think. He managed to shape (kind of) me to another better woman.

Well, its not that i'm not good before this, but this time, i'm better than last time you saw me. wahhhh.....heheheh...seriously. Trust me...hehehe...even though, "kadang-kadang" (my other word for SELALU) me and azli macam living in the two different worlds. When i said it black, he will definitely said white. When I want to eat PIZZA, he wants to eat NASI CAMPUR (grrrrrr). When I want to watch GLEE, he wants to watch MAHARAJA LAWAK. When I want to get some sleep, he wants to go jalan-jalan. When I want to go for karaoke, he wants to go for a movie. And, we listened to different kind of song. And, I'm a Pisces, he is a Virgo, thats totally breaking the rules of horoscope match-making. hahahah!! Anyway, still, I love him. and so do him. Despite of all the differences....we still laugh at the same joke...we still support the same football team (eheemmm, manchester united), we still think that pink is a girly color...we still think that Kek Tong Hing juga yg paling sedap, heheheh...and the most sweetest thing is, we have the same thought of having each other in our life.

i think the differences make us strong. i mean, there are something we can argue about, right? when there is an argument, it will follow by apology, in that apology, it will contain ayat2 yang paling manis...i think that is what we are falling of......kita mesti berfikiran positif, perbezaan bukan penentu kebahagiaan (punya gagal bahasa melayu aku..hehehe). sometimes, it will keeps us close..real close....

Okey! i want to drink a toast...to me, azli, and all the differences......heheheh..hope the differences will compliment each other in our life...


Thursday, August 18, 2011

Beyoncé - Halo



Halo

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Evanescence - My Immortal (Video)



I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

As time goes by....

Ok, second day of Puasa. Alhamdulillah, so far so good. Hopefully, dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik sepanjang bulan puasa. Alhamdulillah, my cough is getting better, my flu has disappeared, thanks to pemakanan yg sihat as advised from the specialist..hehe..

Well, for the past few weeks, my emotions are very unstable. Keep going ups and downs. But, it doesn't mean that I don't care. There was the time that I ignored, sms, phone calls, but it doesn't mean I didn't miss you. Just that, I'm too selfish to myself. Sometimes, I need space for my own. Space for me to think, space for me to pamper myself, space for me to talk to myself. Sorry, sorry and sorry so much for ignoring you for 2 weeks or more. Ngeehhh.....thanks sebab jadi penyabar. thats why i said, I cannot promise you a relationship without arguments, but I PROMISE you, as long as u trying to cope with me, I'll stay. Mark my words!

So, now its the time for both of us...alone...creating our own space. I'm thinking of pre wedding photoshoot!! I'd discussed this with my niece, who are very well trained in this photo taking thingy, she agreed!!! And hope she'll not charge me..hehehe..pok FOC sja ni...Well, I have not discussed this with Azli yet, but hope he will agree! *finger crossed*. Venue? Theme? I'm thinking of a place where we first met...heeee....sekolah menengah..aku terfikir mau pakai baju skolah balik. hahahaha! have to find a size for both of us. terpaksa potong baju ni. bestnya tu, mengimbas kenangan di Koperasi, library, dewan makan....adehhhhh....well, hope it goes well, i will post the pictures here, of course.

Honeymoon? macam mau merasa salji ni kali..teringin juga mau pi snorkeling...well, thats the thing we will discuss during creating our own space...hehehehe!

Missing you is my hobby,
Caring for you is my job,
Make you happy is my duty,
And loving you is my life......


Love,
Izah, xoxo....