Friday, December 21, 2012

Know your priority!

Ok, well this is my very first post for this month of December. My table at the office was full of assignments, OMR papers, graph papers, dan semenjak dua menjak jadi Doktor tidak bertauliah ni, banyak perkara yang I have to learn and know. Being in the position that I should learn something that truly out of my comfort zone, really is challenging! sangat mencabar! Bukan sja badan yang penat, tapi otak pun penat juga. I'm not complaining, I love my job, I really do. Syukur alhamdulillah, I still can manage and deal everything smoothly. Sebenarnya, sangat mudah untuk menghindarkan diri daripada stress, you have to know your priorities :) simple kan? Kalau kita suda set our priority then you know which and which to handle first dan kita akan selesa dengan hidup kita tanpa runsing perkara-perkara lain. I'm quite a multitasking though :p jadi, apa2 pun menjadi sangat mudah. Memang sejak lahir, my brain suda kena pasang partition..hehehhe..I'm gifted! haha! Ok, thats it for now. I still have some other things to do..see you soon, I mean very soon :) Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! Happy Holiday! Izah, xoxo!

Friday, November 2, 2012

Love You Like A Love Song (Cover)

To someone out there,
I want to do this song again......miss the moment...

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A sinful, miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a (love song baby) love song, baby

I, I love you like a (love song baby) love song, baby
I, I love you (I love you, I love you) like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat (like a love song)

No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

I, I love you like a love song, baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love a love song...

Tuesday, September 11, 2012


Well, some people just born to be stupid! Pardon my language. *grin* I just can't accept the idea of having two facebook accounts which the other one is to be used to stalk other people life. Urrgghh! How childish is that?? And, not to forget, you tell bluff about yourself! and..and..when the other FB acc update her status and the other FB acc will comment. Yucky! Please...grow up! Ok, maybe i'm overreacted a bit but thats the fact. You don't like me? then its up to you. I'm living my life to the fullest, not for people who put me in their "most hated people" list. I have been taught to respect people, to like people, how to be nice to other people, how to be a optimist person. Well, my parents shaped me very well. Always to think positively. So, my positive opinion to this kind of people is..."she needs attention, really" (pity her). Please, move on and get a life, it will not get you any harm, trust me.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Terima kasih :)

Alhamdulillah..syukur padaMu Ya Allah... Terima kasih Ya Allah, kerana menciptakan makhluk yang sangat sempurna di mataku...yg menjadi pedamping di kala sedih, riang, sihat, kesakitan, kepayahan...i truly love him.. Terima kasih juga pada my parents in law, yg telah melahirkan, membesarkan dan mendidik insan yang paling bermakna dlm hidupku. I really love him...

Friday, April 13, 2012

Bila Allah datangkan dugaan pada kita..

Salam Jumaat :) 13 April 2012 - Ada sesetengah manusia yang terlalu "superstitious" mengatakan bermacam-macam perkara yang tidak baik akan berlaku pada Friday the 13. Ini kerana berdasarkan kejadian-kejadian yang telah berlaku pada masa-masa yang lalu...Wallahualam...mungkin kebetulan berlaku pada tarikh Friday the 13. I'm not well actually...been up all night. Can't sleep. mengantuk tapi tidak dapat tidur. banyak yang bermain dalam fikiran. masa depan..masa lampau...semua pun berkaitan. My son is sick, muntah2, sakit perut. Entahlah...bila smua benda ni dtg sekali, kadang2 aku pun tidak tahu how to react. aku macam ada rasa panik. tengkuk rasa seram sejuk...rasa mual...rasa lapar...perasaan bercampur baur. Bila Allah datangkan dugaan sekaligus mcm ni...kita terpaksa terima. hadapi dgn tenang dan matang. jangan biarkan syaitan menguasai fikiran kita. Mengucap banyak-banyak...jangan pedulikan bisikan-bisikan godaan syaitan yang menghasut kita melakukan perkara-perkara yang jahil dan berdosa...Syukur alhamdulillah...aku masih di landasan yang betul. cuba membimbing diri sendiri, cekalkan hati. Walaupun hati dan akal merasa penat, aku teruskan juga....aku yakin, ada petunjuknya....amin...

Monday, April 9, 2012


Salam semua...

Kehilangan dua orang pelajar kami baru-baru ini amat meninggalkan kesan dalam hati kami semua. Hati saya meruntun penuh kesedihan bila mendapat tahu, mereka yang terlibat dalam kemalangan maut tersebut adalah pelajar-pelajar yang amat baik, tinggi budi pekerti dan menghormati orang lain. Tambahan lagi, hanya tinggal selangkah lagi untuk mereka menghabiskan pengajian Ijazah mereka. Ajal dan maut di tangan Allah...tiada siapa yang dapat mengelak dari ketentuan Allah yang maha berkuasa. Marilah kita sama-sama sedekahkan Al-fatihah kepada arwah Eddy dan Jennifer..Al-Fatihah.....

Thursday, March 29, 2012

March, I love March

I love March as in month. not march as in marching..heheheh..Well, my birthday is in March. Most of my favorite people were born in March. Who? naaahh...its your job to find out. and you know who u are. I was born on 15 of March in the year of a monkey. I'm under Pisces zodiac. I was reading this article about my zodiac and I found these:

(1) Pisces are the most impressionable of the twelve zodiac signs. Deeply empathetic, they often exhibit a gentle, patient nature, but one that is in want of inspiration. Pisces can be deeply affected by and completely absorbed into their environment.

(2) Pisces adapt well to their circumstances, both good and bad. They are generous, amiable, positive natured people with a deep sense of kindness and compassion. Pisces are highly tuned in to everything around them including the feelings of others.

(3) Pisces are socially popular because of their easygoing and likable manner. They have an uncanny sense of perceiving what a person wants or needs, and delivering it. Pisces are reflexive, preferring to allow circumstances and events to unfold and, only then responding.

(4) Pisces are not typical people. They are too idealistic and impractical for every day run of the mill living. Pisces are sensitive and instinctual rather than bookish or mechanical.

Hehehe...seriously??! You must be asking on the negative character of a Pisces right?? Well, its not good to think of the negative thing. LOL! Anyway, only one word can explain the negative character of a Pisces...LAZY! Seriously, lazy. Hehehe...

Ok...thats all for now. I wanted to explain all the positive character of a Pisces but, like the article said, Pisces doesn't know how to brag. Heheheh!!


Friday, March 9, 2012

Wanita Mahkota di Hati

Ok, I'm in the mood to blog. To be honest, my whole week is a mess. I'm emotionally, physically affected by so many things. Mana lagi, paip tangki pecah, sampai tdk dpt diselamatkan lagi. Mana lagi, rumah banjir, sbb air melimpah dari tangki, mana lagi paip sinki yang tidak boleh kena tutup. Actually, aku penat. Mental, emosi, fizikal, semua penat. I wish i owned a magic wand, so I can change everything I want. Whatever I want things to be....

Dalam kesedihan dan kepenatan, I still managed to smile and I know to put a wall between happy and sadness :( Hipokrit?? Tidak, Aku cuma mahu relaks. Pray for things to get better and gone. Itu saja...

Yesterday is the Women's Day. Yay! *happy yay* :D. Dalam aku stress-stress, I received one SMS from someone, You are as sweet inside as out, hope your day is as sweet as you are. Happy Women's Day. (Are you sure you aren't made of candy):D , Seriously, this sms really make my day. hehe. Thanks my dear friend.

Being a woman make me realize how lucky i am. there are so many things that women can do while man can't. I feel so lucky to have swinging mood in some days of every month. Manusia biasa, tidak lari dari melakukan kesilapan, tidak lari dari berkata-kata pasal perkara di luar jangkaan. Agama mengatakan, wanita merupakan makhluk yang perlu bimbingan....bukan ditinggalkan tanpa kata-kata.

okay...i'm getting emotional...its ok, i'm stronger than rock. I can handle this tiny problem myself. Hey, I faced things worst than this remember?? heheheh...Thats the beauty of me. wahahaha!!

So, Happy women's Day to all women. Have a great year!! You can do almost anything your mind to… You can swim the deepest ocean and climb the highest peak… Be a doctor or fly a plane… You can face adversity and still walk tall. You are strong, beautiful, compassionate and much more than words could ever say! Today is yours and so is every other day… Happy Women’s Day!

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

I will not forgive...

I can forgive, but I cannot forget, is only another way of saying, I will not forgive. Forgiveness ought to be like a cancelled note – torn in two, and burned up, so that it never can be shown against one. My heart, once broken, it cannot be fixed. It will continue bleeding and will stop until I said so. Me being mean? yes. You should refer that adjective to yourself first.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

How little things make you happy...

Ok! this is my second entry for this year! fuhhh....berhabuk suda ni blog. hehe..anyway, before this i promised myself to do at least 2 entries per month, tapi macam tidak tercapai. For me to do 1 entry every month pun suda kepayahan, ni lagi mau buat 2, 3, or more. well, I'm distracted to "a few" things, thats more of it:). Job, family, job, family, and family again. Those 2 things are too demanding in my life. But I love commitment, commitment actually, in a way, shaped me to be a responsible person. And those 2 demanding things are OK to me. I mean, verryyyy OK.

Tahun ni, my portfolio bertambah 1 muka surat lagi. Means, bertambah kerja lagi utk aku. But, i'm enjoying it. Aku selalu percaya pada this kata-kata, "semakin meningkat umur, semakin kita bijak utk menilai sesuatu.." well, now i'm 31, byk perkara yg suda jadi lapuk to me. Masa zaman2 20an, i will rather sit in front of the TV watching Korea movie marathon daripada membaca buku. Aku lebih suka jalan-jalan cuci mata, tgok baju cantik-cantik rather than spending times with my family. Those things are changed now...fuhhh...i'm older and wiser..hahahah!! seriously?? heheheheh...not old bah kan...more experience...i'm 17 with 14 years of just do the maths.

Well, along the way of structuring my career, I'm grateful to have a husband that understand my job, i'm grateful to have a son yg tidak byk karenah. I'm grateful to have a boss yg sangat sporting, i'm grateful to have parents dan parents-in-law yg byk membantu to cool off things..heheheh...i'm grateful to have adik beradik, ipar-ipar, biras-biras yg sangat sporting and most importantly they can take my jokes and laughed to my jokes. I'm grateful to have friends yang baik and sekepala with me...Those things really make me a happy women....syukur...

This year, i'm hoping for the best. Byk wishlist yg ada dlm otak aku sekarang. I pray endlessly to Allah, supaya jadikan hajat aku tu sebuah kenyataan. Aku selalu berpegang pada satu kata-kata...think positive! fikir secara bijak dan bukan emosi. InsyaAllah, semua akan jadi tenang. Amin....

Friday, January 27, 2012

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)

Nice song, very nice song.

I like the way they presented the lyrics...creative!

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Year of the Dragon.....

Ok, its Chinese New Year everyone!!! and its the year of the dragon...Naga air lagi. hehe..Well, talking about Chinese New year, few years back, masa my aunt masih hidup, aku selalu join her family celebrate CNY. She's the only sibling sebelah my dad yang tidak convert to Muslim, and she was married to a chinese. Masa tu, happening lah CNY ni. Main mercun yang panjang berjela-jela, red packet jgn cerita lah...hehehe..mengumpul! Asal buat muka cute sikit, terus dpat ang pow..hahahah! well, i'm the only girl in my family, so, perhatian lebih sikit towards me. Kena2 lg aku lahir tahun Monyet, so, aku ni jadi centre of attention. TAPI...selepas my little brother lahir pada tahun naga..hmmmm....smua berubah...yang tahun naga ni kunun yg paling onggg.....duiiibahhh....but, no matter it is, i will remember those moment forever...RIP aunty..

For this, Dragon year, i have to be good to my lil brother..heheh...feng shui master said, org yg lahir pd tahun monyet mesti berbaik-baik dgn org yg lahir pada tahun naga..supaya they can reverse the goodness into the monkey's life..hehehhe...bukan juga aku mau percaya benda2 ni, tapi sbg hiburan saja...

Anyway, for this year of the dragon, aku mau perbaiki apa yg tidak cukup...belajar memasak...hehehe..klu tdk jadi masterchef pun, at least husband aku ckp sedap, aku happy suda..well, udang galah sweet n sour tu kacang suda tu utk aku..hehehe...senang!

ok, its 5pm already. actually, byk yg aku mau bebelkan di sini..tapi, tdk cukup masa. i have lists of menu utk dimasak mlm ni. as requested by Yg Berhormat Datuk!!

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Pick me, choose me, love me....

Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me......... - Dr. Meredith Grey

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Welcome 2011!

Ok, my last post was i month ago...huhuhu...lama suda tidak mengetuk2 papan kekunci PC. Since ada iPad, aku terlalu berulit dgn iPad smpai tidak terpeduli suda laptop, komputer....wahhh...ada bunyi2 mintapuji ka ayat aku?? heheheh...sorry aa...saja2 bah...tidak bermaksud apa2...

2011 just ended few days ago, 5 days to be exact. Semester pun suda berakhir, sekarang student sedang bertarung di meja peperiksaan akhir. Aku doakan semua tenang dan mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang...aminnnn.....

2011, engraved too many memories. terlalu banyak! Aku ni org yg positive, I cherish every moment in my life, tidak kira pahit atau manis, aku telan...lumrah kehidupan...semua pun mematangkan fikiran, membentuk kita jadi manusia yang tahu berfikir.

Kepada org2 yang bersama-sama aku mengharungi 2011 dengan penuh sabar dan memahami segala selok belok perjalanan hidup aku, aku ucapkan terima kasih banyak-banyak!

Kepada orang2 yang menyakiti hati aku, terima kasih juga, sebab at least aku tau, ada juga org yg ingatkan aku...itu tanda dia, mereka mengambil perhatian pada perjalanan hidup aku....aku anggap sja smua cakap-cakap kamu tu satu doa yang baik-baik untuk aku...

Well...i wish this 2012, hurmmmm.....banyak wish aku ni...hehehe...aku berdoa untuk hidup bahagia with my family...dan aku mau smua penentu kebahagiaan tu jadi milik kami.....