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Thursday, July 28, 2011

When things become tense and emotional....

I hate to be in the position of choosing who and who come first. I hate when i have to explain every detail of my movement, and sometimes it will force me to lie or should I say white-lie? And suddenly, that situation made me tensed, I can't think properly, words that came out from my mouth were unorganized, I stammered. I don't want to be in that kind of situation. It 100%, totally, definitely, make me miserable. Or, can I use the harsh word?? Yeah, fucking miserable!

P/S: ignore the "F" word, its just a word, don't take it seriously.....

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

when things become the things we don't want it to be...

"I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments and differences. However, i can promise you as long as you're trying, I'm staying...Please bear with me..."

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

when there is nothing much to say.....

Ok, i started my week with sleepy eyes. I feel very tired. Tidak tau pula apa yg buat aku penat ni. penat berfikir, penat kerja, penat itu, penat ini....I went to KL last week, just for a few days. Then, maybe off to Kuching in few weeks time. Well, I love being everywhere, nasib baik pasangan hidup aku saaaaanngggattt memahami. walaupun kadang-kadang, ada juga keluar ayat2 yg kurang menyenangkan, but, life is like that, I mean, aku terima semua kebaikan dan keburukan, sebab apa yg dia cakap pun berasas dan munasabah. So, aku terima dengan hati yang terbuka. Kalau bukan dia, siapa lagi yang tegur kan...but biralah semua teguran dibuat dgn akal yang rasional. Apa pun, i have to respect him more than anyone else in this whole world.

Well, when there is nothing much to say, i just want to lie down. shut my eyes and sleep. hopefuly, smua persengketaan akan lenyap. Semua salah faham akan hilang. All lies will fade away....I just want to be what we should be.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Closure

Its really hard to say "We're not meant to be..."
Its even harder to say "I've found someone else..."
Its the hardest thing to say "I'm getting married..."

No matter hard it is, no matter cruel your words would be, honesty should be taken in the first place.

Sorry, for the broken-heart
Sorry, for the tears u cried

Its a closure...and its ended peacefully...

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Bila saya jadi separuh dari kamu.....

Bila saya jadi separuh daripada kamu
Suara saya jauh berbatu-batu
Keputusan saya menjadi kaku
Akal saya semakin bercelaru…

Bila saya jadi separuh daripada kamu
Kata-kata saya menjadi beku
Setiap kesalahan, saya terpaksa mengaku
Seakan-akan saya yang selalu melulu
Tinggal tepi segala laku

Bila saya jadi separuh daripada kamu
Bahagia itu saya tak tahu
Mungkin itu andaian saya untuk usir segala keliru

Bila saya jadi separuh daripada kamu
Meja bulat jadi persegi seribu
Kata mereka, kamu buat tak tahu
Kata sendiri tetapi utuh
Itulah kamu…………………………………………

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

my crush! :D

Ok, this is weird. hehe..i found picture of us many years ago. I should say 14 years ago. Thats is really long time ago. Hahaha! Such a sweet memories. Well, mestilah sweet bila tngok size kami waktu tu. nearly 1/3 dari apa yg ada sekarang. Hahaha! So good to reminisce those time when we were young and happy. We laughed and laughed about it. Well, i'm happy to be with him. i'm glad that i found him. Thank you Allah for giving me chances to love him more. Actually, ada a few lagi gmbar lama kami tp terlalu buruknya la bah muka masa tu. hahaha....well, ini yg aku rasa ok siiiikitttt...hmmm...i wonder whats was inside those bag. mcm byk saja barang2 di dalam. hahaha! when we found this picture, we were asking to each other this question "what went wrong that time?" ---- senang saja kesimpulan yg kami buat....takdir yg menentukan..yeahhh...think positive bah...hehehe...

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Monday, July 4, 2011

My weekends!

Ok, i never been to any keramaian-keramaian such as Jom Heboh, tamu besar, or anything yang melibatkan perkara-perkara yg ramai-ramai. Well, I'm not really keen to be in the place with crowded people, shopping complex pun aku maaaalasss sangat mau berkunjung. I go to that kind of place bila perlu, when i want to buy something, when i need a new pair of shoes, shoes, shoes again..hahaha! *seriously* Well, i am serious!! hahaha!

So, last two weekends, IN A ROW, (please...). i was dragged to Jom Heboh. (Yaaa, tell me about it!!). Well, I love him if not, tidaklah aku sanggup bersesak-sesak, parking jauh-jauh, pening-pening menahan bau badan orang..adeehhhh. Opppsss, I missed out a little detail, we were there for two days!! First day, tgok-tgok orang bejualan kunun, tapi yg bejual mcm tdk sampai 10 gerai. then, on the second day, we were there for the concert. Even though, we only can see the screen, we were at the veryyyyyy back of the crowd. Aku dengar org belakang aku becakap, "baik lagi tani meliat tv d rumah..." okeeeyyy....I second that..huhuhu..penat lagi tu masa tu, kami direct from Ranau to kk, tidak makan, tidak minum, terus pi konsert. hmmmm....aku ni insan penyabar....

then, last weekend, i was at Pesta Gata, Sipitang with my man his little boy..itupun, actually, mcm terpaksa rela..hahhahah!!! sorry, darling. We visited the lansaran, walaupun aku ragu2 dengan ketahanan kayu2 yang dorang pakai untuk gagau-gagau..hehehe..but thank God, i survived. hehehe! But, honestly, it was fun, really fun!

Secara jujurnya, its not really about the occasion but the most happiest thing is bila bersama-sama dengan orang tersayang. That will make me happy the most!

Bah...its raining here in KK...sangat lebat. Okay, i got new template for my blog. FYI, that is definitely not my legs. hahahaha! mine are prettier...heheheh...