When things become tense and emotional....

I hate to be in the position of choosing who and who come first. I hate when i have to explain every detail of my movement, and sometimes it will force me to lie or should I say white-lie? And suddenly, that situation made me tensed, I can't think properly, words that came out from my mouth were unorganized, I stammered. I don't want to be in that kind of situation. It 100%, totally, definitely, make me miserable. Or, can I use the harsh word?? Yeah, fucking miserable!

P/S: ignore the "F" word, its just a word, don't take it seriously.....