Tuesday, August 2, 2011

As time goes by....

Ok, second day of Puasa. Alhamdulillah, so far so good. Hopefully, dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik sepanjang bulan puasa. Alhamdulillah, my cough is getting better, my flu has disappeared, thanks to pemakanan yg sihat as advised from the specialist..hehe..

Well, for the past few weeks, my emotions are very unstable. Keep going ups and downs. But, it doesn't mean that I don't care. There was the time that I ignored, sms, phone calls, but it doesn't mean I didn't miss you. Just that, I'm too selfish to myself. Sometimes, I need space for my own. Space for me to think, space for me to pamper myself, space for me to talk to myself. Sorry, sorry and sorry so much for ignoring you for 2 weeks or more. Ngeehhh.....thanks sebab jadi penyabar. thats why i said, I cannot promise you a relationship without arguments, but I PROMISE you, as long as u trying to cope with me, I'll stay. Mark my words!

So, now its the time for both of us...alone...creating our own space. I'm thinking of pre wedding photoshoot!! I'd discussed this with my niece, who are very well trained in this photo taking thingy, she agreed!!! And hope she'll not charge me..hehehe..pok FOC sja ni...Well, I have not discussed this with Azli yet, but hope he will agree! *finger crossed*. Venue? Theme? I'm thinking of a place where we first met...heeee....sekolah menengah..aku terfikir mau pakai baju skolah balik. hahahaha! have to find a size for both of us. terpaksa potong baju ni. bestnya tu, mengimbas kenangan di Koperasi, library, dewan makan....adehhhhh....well, hope it goes well, i will post the pictures here, of course.

Honeymoon? macam mau merasa salji ni kali..teringin juga mau pi snorkeling...well, thats the thing we will discuss during creating our own space...hehehehe!

Missing you is my hobby,
Caring for you is my job,
Make you happy is my duty,
And loving you is my life......

Izah, xoxo....